2-10-06 4:00pm Today is the day of Atonement, an hour ago on the beach in Croatia I believe God said to me to no longer call myself a missionary because of the perceived meanings attached to that word. It no longer well describes what He is asking us to do, I believe we are supposed to use the title Apostle, this has after all been confirmed many times over us now. I believe that this will help to free me/us from some wrong expectations for us attached to the title of Missionary, such as the frequency of how often He has asked us to travel in and out, and our role, the title of Apostle will better convey what God is asking of us. I can sense the freedom in this but I also feel a bit sad.