The other day I was in the Tabernacle just lingering there.
After a time, I left.
I left with no prophetic word, no great revelation from the Scriptures or experiences with my Father.
I left only knowing as I had other times before,
that I had simply been with the Lord, just sharing time & space with Him for Him.
I had simply gone to BE with Him.
In our Western world, life is so much about productivity.
Here in the USA, a key word it seems is ‘DUTY’.
But what of just being with Jesus for HIM?
What if being with Him was actually about Him!
Being with Him
not for what He gives
or for what He has promised over our lives,
or because it is our ‘duty’.
But because He is heart too!
He longs as we all do,
to be sought after because of who He is
not what He does
or will give.
This is the ‘one thing’ David sought for most -
“to dwell in the house of the Lord delighting in Him” (Psalm 27:4)
David, the man God said was ‘after His own heart’.
When Jesus came, the first thing He DID was BE.
Be a baby.
There is an ache today in the heart of the Father
for His children
His people
His bride
to simply BE with Him
doing nothing,
no intercession,
no ‘pushing into his heart for others’,
but simply hanging out with Him,
enjoying Him.
This is relationship.
The mouth of God
November 25th, 2009
Today I linger in the rather new & fairly empty Tabernacle space just set apart in our home in Denver. A week ago we moved into our own home after living with friends in their home for 2 months. This completes a big move from Australia to USA. A new season has begun.
This morning the Lord had me meditating on this scripture;
“And He humbled you & let you hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know, nor did your Father’s know, that He might make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD.” (Deut 8:3)
The word manna means “What is it?” I have reflected time & time again as we have travelled this apostolic journey, how when we see something new, we do not recognize it & inevitably end up asking, “What is it?”
When God saves His people & brings them into His new for them, there is a journey that will be required. A journey that they have not known previously nor did their Father’s know. Such is the experience for every generation.
On every occasion when God has ushered us into a new season, there has been an experience of hunger. Hunger is in fact a sign of God having done something new.
Hunger results from not having what you have had previously. Where do we go when we are hungry? What do we do with the ‘fasting’, the emptiness that comes when God moves us? We will grieve & need to grieve what was lost. But where do we go to “fill up”?
The people of Israel had been slaves in Egypt. As God brought them out of that slavery, the Scriptures record that “He humbled them & let them hunger..” Transition & moving involves this. Whether the transition is moving countries as we have just done, or whether it is something like a job change, there is an element of humility & hunger.
What does God do with humility & hunger? He feeds His saved people on manna. It is so easy & natural to stay in a stage of rejection when God brings something new into our worlds. But that new is the very thing that will sustain us for this next season.
The ultimate purpose for why God does this, is so that we might know for ourselves that man does not live by the stuff of the natural world, the man made only, but by every word from the mouth of God.
The only way to move forward in the new that God at times thrusts us into is by His EVERY word. I don’t want to miss any word that comes from His mouth!
I was amazed this morning as I discovered that the Hebrew used in the phrase, “man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD” means “a source, a gate, a spring; specifically from the dawn, from the rising of the sun in the east”.
The new Tabernacle space here faces east as did the Tabernacle in the Old Testament. The message is clear. The source for knowing, understanding & living with manna (what is it?) comes from the mouth of the Lord.
In the New Testament, it was expressed this way, “Do you not know that you are God’s temple & that God’s spirit dwells in you?” (1 Cor 3:16) Therefore let us “look to Jesus, the founder & perfecter of our faith..” (Heb 12:2)
Make a name for the Lord.
November 3rd, 2009
Today I was in the most precious place on earth. This place was a time. It was the time Father asks of me several times weekly to meet with Him. It is an appointed time. I call it affectionately, TT (Tabernacle Time).
This time the Lord took me to Isaiah 55. As I meditated on these words I was struck by the cleanness of the Word of God. There is something profound & supernatural that takes place when God’s Word contacts with our spirit. It engages us, bringing order & sense of clearing deep within.
Anyway, I was holted by the words, “and it shall make a name for the Lord” (55:13b).
When we ‘go out’ as Apostles, the Word of God says this will be marked by joy & peace (55:10). This joy & peace are not dependant on circumstances but on Him. Our joy & peace are in Him, not in things that are temporary. The fruit of this is that it ‘makes a name for the Lord’.
I want to make a name for the Lord, not myself or anything else. What a mind blowing thought that we can make a name for the Lord!
How we follow Him, makes a name for Him on the earth.
This is not the day of one man ministries, power churches or organisations that seek to glorify themselves. This is the day of the LORD & His name is what is to be exalted. The call of any Apostle is about this, making a name for the LORD!
Who are you making a name for?
Winds
October 21st, 2009
Since arriving here in Denver & living on the dry grassy plains of Colorado, I have learnt quickly a new respect for the wind that blows upon them. I have noticed how the wind on these plains can appear from nowhere bringing a change so suddenly & so extreme. These winds dominate this landscape & in doing so creates their very unique beautiful character.
The last few days I have been meditating on Matt 14:22-33 & specifically the ‘wind’ in this story. Jesus ‘makes’ his disciples get into a boat & go before Him. So they go & they end up being “tossed about by the waves, for the wind was against them” (14:23).
In Genesis 1 the Spirit of God hovers over the waters (1:2). This word for Spirit is the Hebrew word ‘Ruach’ meaning “wind, breathe, spirit.” A similiar picture now appears in Matthew 14. The wind is over the waters moving & the disciples do not understand what is happening.
You see when God calls you to ‘go before Him’, His wind, His breathe, His spirit is there & it will create something as well as confront something. In the Hebrew mind, this is a picture speaking of God confronting the kingdom of darkness thru the creation of faith in Him.
The wind was “contrary” (14:24). The wind of God will always be contrary to the world, for “the natural man does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, & he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.” (1 Cor 2:14)
The ultimate thing that His Spirit wants to create in us is faith in God. For the only way to ‘go before Him’ is in faith!
In the midst of this wind, Jesus appears & the disciples testify in fear, “It is a spirit!” The incredible wonder of the love & gentleness of God is demonstrated here as Jesus IMMEDIATELY speaks to them (14:27).
God never wants us to be in a vacuum of understanding for too long, especially when it relates to his ways. When the Holy Spirit moves, we feel & see His wind on us as individuals, families & communities, Jesus is there speaking. He wants us to know things & above all, beckon us onto more faith in Him.
The message in this story is the same as in the previous. It’s all about what GOD can do, not what we do. The feeding of 5000 men thru 5 loaves of bread & 2 fish, was because of what Jesus did, not the boy who had them. If God calls you, He is faithful & HE WILL DO IT. (1 Thess 5:24) He wants you to understand what the wind of His Spirit is doing.
Denver October Video Blog 2min.
October 10th, 2009
Enjoy our video blog & the small glimpse of the beautiful surroundings of Colorado!
Blessings to you,
Mark & Helen
The Ship is turning…
October 5th, 2009
This word came as I worshipped the Lord with his people yesterday in Denver.
Now is the time of the Feast of Tabernacles – when the people of Israel are reminded of movement, especially when they journeyed thru the wilderness on the way to the promised land & dwelled in ‘tabernacles’ (tents). In the 1960′s, Vatican 2 defined the Church as ”The people of God on a journey.”
I submit this impression to you for your discernment.
“The ship is turning.
New songs to be written
New direction has been set for you by your heavenly Father.
Set your heart upon ME.
It is a new day.
I am doing a new thing.
The ship is turning.
I invite you to join ME.
Come with ME beloved.”
Moving seasons
September 25th, 2009
One of the challenging parts of moving seasons is going from everything to a vacuum.
This is especially so when moving to another country. Starting with nothing & not knowing how ‘systems’ work – how a people think, operate, do friendships, life. It is no small thing especially when the language is different. It is a humbling experience & a revealing one too.
But you don’t have to move overseas as we just have, to know this ‘vacuum’. It comes in many contexts; death of someone dear, loss of a job, loss of income, moving in God be it individually or corporately, end of a season – even if it’s the football season! Many are the vacuums life brings.
There is an art of going from everything to nothing.
In a ‘vacuum’ our flesh will drive us powerfully to ‘fill it’. There is something that can be very unnerving, unraveling about space, emptiness, vacuums.
How we handle it, will manifest something.
Faith or unbelief? Faith in self or faith in God?
What do we do with the ‘vacuum?’ Who do we turn to when we find ourselves in it?
I know no other way but Him. Holding His hand, seeking His face.
The battle will always be to get established in God first. Always.
As we prepared to leave Australia for our move to Denver USA, many people asked us “What will you do when you arrive?” This for us was a no brainer. Establish ourselves in God first!
We arrived nearly a week ago in Denver. The home we are staying in temporarily has a Tabernacle space, it is affectionately called “Father’s Room”. It is here we now wait on him to receive His directions for the ways He wants to fill our vacuum.
The only way to move well is being established in Him!
Are you establish in Him? You will know how much, when you move into a vacumm!
Dreams… His Way is Perfect
September 8th, 2009
2 ½ yrs ago, I arrived back in Australia my homeland, from Germany where we had been living & pioneering the vision of Tabernacle. I arrived with a dream birthing in my spirit.
The dream was 2 fold… to see in my homeland Mum’s & children especially, experience the presence of the Lord in set apart, Tabernacle spaces, & to see church in the tradition sense as we have known it this past century, establish set apart, Tabernacle spaces for people to seek the presence of the Lord as they desired.
This dream I held quietly in my spirit.
In 2 Sam 22:31 it says, “As for God, His way is perfect; the Word of the Lord is proven; He is a shield to all who trust in Him.” God gives us ‘God dreams’. When He gives us His dreams, they are His, not ours. Our task is then to find what is His way for those dreams to come into the natural realm. As for God, His way is perfect. We are exhorted to seek out & know His way for His will to be done on earth as it tis in heaven.
Over the years of walking with the Lord, we have learnt some ‘consistencies’ about His way. Over & over again He has asked of us this:
1. “Commit your way to the Lord” (Psalm 37:5a)
2. “Trust in Him, And HE shall bring it to pass” (Psalm 37:5b)
3. “Rest in the Lord” (Psalm 37:7a)
4. “Wait patiently for HIM” (Psalm 37:7b)
This was His instruction to me again this morning as I awoke for the 3rd last time in my house of 21 years. Before I was fully awake, He took me to Psalm 37 & His way.
You see the thing about these 4 consistencies, is that it is all about Him & what He does, not so much about what we are & what we do. These 4 ‘ways’ are part of the experience of His presence. This is what we do literally in our Tabernacle space & then we carry that in our spirits as we enter in the ‘stuff’ of everyday living.
I have observed over these many miles & seasons, that this is what it means to host the presence of the Lord & to abide IN HIM. The cost is our agendas, our timetables & our WAY. Those “who are led by the Spirit of God, are the sons of God” (Romans 8:14). We will be led by something. What we are led by, will distinguish who we are.
Again this morning, He drew me back to literally doing these 4 things as I continue the move to the USA, now just 10 days away (our 3rd country of pioneering since the birth of the vision of the Tabernacle).
Again I am aware of the enormity of our needs & pressures. Yet I am called back to His way in this context. I do not know where we will be living, what school my son will go to, how we will pay our bills month to month, who our friends will be, but I am knowing something of His way, & it is perfect.
On September 18, I leave my homeland knowing that His dreams that were carried quietly in my spirit & barely ever uttered outloud are now being fulfilled.
One of the Mother’s from Mum’s group that I & my son have attended, is now with her husband establishing a Tabernacle space on the ground floor of their home, with an external access for people to come & go as they please. They are just one of many setting out to do this in their homes.
The church we have been attending these past years, C3 (Christian City Church, Melbourne) is now viewing architects plans for a ‘Presence Place’ to be created in their building again with an external entrance for people to come & go as they please.
While we played a part in these developments, we did it in His way, & by human standards it was small & very hands off, because what He did was far more than we could do or will continue do in these future days.
Commit yourself to the Lord, trust Him & learn the discipline of resting & waiting on Him. His way is perfect!
3
August 25th, 2009
In 3 1/2 weeks we move to live in the USA for a time. As I pack, organise & make the mulitude of decisions that comes with transition, much have been my ponderings on 3 nations – Australia, USA & UK.
As an Australian leaving my home country, it is natural for friends to think that our focus now is all about where we will live. But not so. It is I believe a shift in vantage point.
In a sense, we are all being confronted by a shift in vantage point.
I was struck several weeks ago by a report from the Australian Media stating that the Australian government is in process of readdressing its international military support as the USA declines in being the sole world leader. Australia’s attention turning to the immergence of China.
This is but one of several & increasing reports coming out of the Australian media reflecting the shift that has been made from a single world leader to a dual world leader that now includes China.
Since January 2008, when the Lord gave us a picture of 3 nations – Australia, USA & UK with jet streams frequenting between them, we have been drawn to watch for what is on God’s heart in these days for these 3.
God has plans for these 3 nations in this hour of the shifting of the guard.
God’s word says that “He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, & has determined their preappointed times & the boundaries of their dwellings, so that they should seek the Lord..” (Acts 17:26-27)
We know that God called us to encourage & exhort people to seek the Lord.
As it is true for nations, so it is for each of us as individuals. We have a preappointed time & boundaries of influence. What will we do with it?
I invite you in this critical hour, seek the Lord… for change is here & only He knows the path for which we are to walk in a way not gone before.
A little longer…
August 17th, 2009
His presence & my presence…
July 21st, 2009
Vacillation is part of all our journey’s!
Vacillation is characterized as hesitancy, uncertainty, a fluctuating back & forth. It is not unlike a leaf slowly wavering up & down, back & forth, eventually moving from tree top to ground. It is a journey.
Such it is in the presence of the Lord.
I have seen in my own experience & in the larger corporate sense, this vacillation.
The vacillation point pivots on the awareness of his presence & my own.
We are so afraid of being diminished. What would happen to us if we were lost in him? And this fear only reveals our lack of knowing him, for he never wants to diminish us.
So in the immersion of his presence, suddenly the question arises again, “What about me?” And we vacillate between his presence & the absorption of our presence.
But there comes in the journey of knowing him & being familiar with his presence, a moment in time when the fear of being diminished, the question of the developing identity, “What about me?” finds a place. It is put to rest. It becomes no longer a question, nor even a topic.
The question rests IN HIM. As we become familiar with His presence, we become entwined IN HIM. The wonderings of us, become imbedded IN HIM. In Him is our place, our resting. In Him, the journey of vacillation reaches its destination & no longer do we shift ‘out’ of him, but abide in Him. We rest in the new focus of our adoration, HIM.
New questions, new conversations, new experiences are then had in His presence. Jesus said, “Abide IN ME & I abide IN YOU.” (John 15) There is no danger of being lost IN Him. There is only the wonder, joy & freedom of being more aware of His presence than our own!
For the adventure ahead: China, G14 or God?
July 17th, 2009
God invites us to an adventure, not predictability.
In actual fact, adventure involves unpredictability, unknowns; otherwise it is not an adventure. In the vastness of uncertainty, things get unsettled. It is then that we know what we really believe. Our behavior is an echo of our belief.
This week the Media declared ‘The Chinese Century has begun.” (ABC News) They also posed the question, “Will China save us?”
G8 is now G14. Communism is booming in capitalist Japan. And the nations scramble, groping for a secure position of expectedness.
These are the “times of the Gentiles” said Jesus (Luke 21:24). He likened them to the days of Noah & Jonah (Matt 24:37, Genesis 6), where the heavens & earth would shake, men’s hearts would fail them from fear, distress in the nations with perplexity & all the while people would continue eating & drinking, marrying & giving in marriage.
Yet in this time of the Gentiles, we have turned a corner in history. The adventure has a pitch of unfamiliarity to it today.
So what & who do we believe for the unfolding adventure? Magnifying & adventure walk together. We were created to magnify because when we magnify, we worship. What we worship, will direct us.
So come magnify the Lord with me…
“Behold, the nations are as a drop in the bucket,
And are counted as the small dust on the scales..
All Nations before Him are as nothing,
And they are counted by Him less than nothing & vanity..
Have you not known? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is He who sits above the circle of the earth,
And its inhabitants are like grasshoppers,
Who stretches out the heavens like a curtain,
And spreads them out like a tent to dwell in.
He brings the princes to nothing; He makes the judges of the earth useless.
Scarcely shall they be planted, scarcely shall they be sown, scarcely shall their stock take root in the earth, when He will also blow on them, and they will wither and the whirlwind will take them away like stubble.
Lift up your eyes on high, And see who has created these things,
Who brings out their host by number, He calls them all by name, By the greatness of His power; not one is missing.
Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run & not be weary, they shall walk & not faint.” Isaiah 40:15-31
Sacrifice is about who is God
June 23rd, 2009
It was Sunday morning & we were preparing the house for an open inspection (as we are selling it) before we headed off to church. I was rushing through the lounge room trying to find my beautiful 3 1/2 yr son’s jacket as we headed out the door. As I did, the lyrics of a song playing, arrested me. I was so profoundly impacted that I actually was bought to a screaming holt in the middle of the room.
The lyrics echoed again. “This is such a holy time.”
I looked out the window at the rolling green hills sparsely covered by grazing cows & felt the twang of pain that this would soon no longer be my home.
Then the words echoed again. “This is such a holy time.” And I knew the fear of God in that moment.
Holiness & sacrifice are related. Holiness is something that belongs to God, something set apart for God. Sacrifice to the way to holiness – to belonging to God.
In fact in the Old Testament when God gave the 10 commandments to the people of Israel defining them as His people & a holy nation, He immediately reminded them again that they were “not to make anything to be with Me – gods of silver or gods of gold you shall not make for yourselves.” (Exodus 20:23).
Nothing is to be with God. It is not a case of God AND….
After stating this, He then gave them instructions for the building of an altar. It is to be made of earth, it is for Him, & its purpose is for the sacrifice of offerings. (Exodus 20:24).
I have observed in my own journey that at EVERY stage when God has called me to move with Him, it has always involved sacrifice & in this sacrifice, I have had to define & determine again who’s God!
Sacrifice is about who is God.
You see before you can enter a new season in Him, He must know who’s God.
Because nothing is to be with God.
He is jealous for you because He loves you. It’s about Him having more of you. He is jealous for his dwelling place, His Tabernacle, YOU.
The altar was always the first thing encountered at the entry of the Tabernacle & temple. It is the place where something we love & cherish was given up for something we love & cherish more.
It’s about the fear of God. And the fear of God comes through such holy times. The time of sacrifice is a holy time.
When God calls us to move with Him, when He calls a season change, it will it seems, inevitably involve sacrifice.
“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken & contrite heart – these o God, you will not despise.” (Psa 51:17) The Hebrew word used here for ‘broken’ means to “bring to the birth, crush, hurt, destroy, tear.” (“shabar”)
How true this is! For when God calls us to a new thing or a new season, He is in affect calling forth the birth of something new. This is what sacrifices to God are.
Ultimately, He, is the very thing that is being birthed in us.
For the journey, the sacrifice, the call, the task, it’s not about these. It’s about Him & Him being known as God in us & to us.
Sacrifice is about who is God & this is such a holy time.
His Face & our seasons…
June 19th, 2009
Jesus said, “You know how to discern the face of the sky, but you cannot discern the signs of the times.” (Matt 16:4)
Discernment is one of the most critical gifts to have when God changes the seasons.
God made four seasons in nature. Our lives, our families, our nations, our time in history has seasons also. God is a seasonal God.
We are invited to not only know how to discern the weather but the times we live in, be it individually or collectively. God wants us to know what the season is. The word for discern used here in Matt 16 is ‘diakrino’. It means to “separately thoroughly, to withdraw from, to differ, to judge”. This is how we are to transition with seasons.
God wants us to know how to move! He is not a ‘fixed term’ God. Nor are our lives! We are the people of God on a journey! (Vatican 2’s definition for the Church)
The journey has seasons & God wants us to know how to separate thoroughly from one season to the next. He wants us to know how to do this well & by his Spirit. God chose a cloud, fire, tent & ultimately the human body to be His dwelling places – Tabernacles. All these are temporary & moving. Even the huge Temple made of stone turned out to be temporary. So the invitation is, if the cloud moves, then so do we!
But how do we discern?
Jesus said, “It is the spirit that quickens; the flesh profits nothing; the words that I speak to you, they are spirit & they are life.” (John 6;63). Jesus words are spirit & life. The knowing & discerning of the seasons & what to do, comes in the words He speaks to us. His words, his utterance to us will be of spirit & life.
Where does Jesus get his words from?
The amazing thing that Jesus claimed was that none of his words were of himself, he only did what He saw the Father doing (John 5;19). So here is Jesus, fully God & fully man, speaking & moving only as He SEES His Father do.
How’s your seeing these days? What are you looking at or to?
Do you see the face of Father or just the face of the sky? Do you know what the face of the Father is like?
Jesus declared, “..The Father loves the Son, & shows Him all things that He himself does..” (John 5:20) This is not just for Jesus, the Son of God, but also for us. We are the Tabernacle of God where “the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you..” (Romans 8:11).
Yet we are not only the space where God houses himself, we are also sons of God. For as we are “led by the Spirit of God, these are the sons of God” (Romans 8:14). As a son of God we are loved passionately & totally; & we are shown things by the Father who leads in Spirit (John 4:24). He is for you!
Do you want to see the things the Father wants to show you?
Discernment comes from hearing the words of God not by what search results you get on Google. The words of God are spirit & life, they will require of you a leap of faith, not a leap of understanding or knowledge gained from your world of experience & reference.
God’s words come from His face. From His face we can know the life & spirit of & for the season.
“The Lord bless you & keep you. (It is He who does the keeping of you!!!)
The Lord make His face shine upon you & be gracious to you.
The Lord lift up His face upon you, & give you peace.” (Numbers 6:24-26)
The level you are prepared to receive is the level you will get!
June 9th, 2009
Jesus said, “He who receives you receives Me, and He who receives Me receives Him who sent Me.”(Matt 10:40)
Begs the question… who are you receiving?
I was driving back from the supermarket this morning, when the Lord whispered to me, “What you receive is what you get.” I pondered on these words as the rain continued to fall steadily like it hasn’t in many years.
The Lord continued his ‘chatting’ to me. “He who receives a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward. And he who receives a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive a righteous man’s reward.” (Matt 10:41)
I had long been mulling over this verse.
The Lord then said to me, “The level you are prepared to receive is the level you will get.” I knew this to be so true.
I had experienced this as we travel among the nations & noted that those who received us as righteous people, received a righteous man’s reward, but the contrast of those who received us in the name of a prophet was markedly different! What they received was at times mind boggling, breath taking and wonderfully exciting…. Not because of us, no! not at all; but because of THEIR faith in HIM.
You see, when you receive a believer, you receive God. Jesus declared this in the previous verse, “He who receives you receives Me, and He who receives Me receives Him who sent Me.”
We are the living breathing tabernacle (tent) of God. I am constantly stunned at how much HE wants to dwell with us & how persistent He has been since the creation of the world to find a place/space for His presence to live with us.
When we receive a believer, we also receive to whatever level we choose, the giftings & calling God has established in them. This challenges our commitment to honor one another.
Pastor Bill Johnson of Bethel Church made the comment, “In an absence of a culture of honor, you can live with spiritual wealth and die in poverty. Familiarity can keep us from the richness on people’s lives. God invites us to honor who people are and not stumble over who they are not.”
What you are prepared to receive, you will get. This is true of God especially. How much of Him do you want? You choose. You will have to leave behind your earth bound thinking & experiences (Isa 43:18), for God is Spirit (John 4:24) & what HE offers is a whole new thing, a whole new dimension (Isa 43:19).
What are you prepared to receive?
This you will get.
A Word for Apostles…
May 19th, 2009
“Now the Priests stood firmly on dry ground in the midst of the Jordan, & all Israel was passing over on dry ground..” Joshua 3:17
The Priests carried the presence of God into a raging river;
because it was harvest time (Jos 3:15).
The raging river was stopped
& revealed was dry, desert ground.
Such are the set seasons in a leaders/apostles life.
God’s provision for the Priest,
for the Apostle
was dry, desert ground.
This was God’s provision.
In the dry, desert ground the people moved.
They passed over on this ground.
Desert ground is nomadic ground.
It is not the ground of settlers, farmers & dwellers.
It belongs to the mover, the explorer.
In the journey for Israel, it was the one place
God’s presence was most clear, distinct & near.
The dry desert land is the terrain of passing over.
It is the terrain where the presence of God is carried into
and rests.
For such it did that unprecedented day
when Israel finally entered the Promised Land.
This was the chosen doorway
set by God
& marked by the presence of God.
Dry, desert ground.
Their feet were dry when they touched the Promised Land.
And so “make straight paths for your feet,
so what is lame may not be dislocated
but rather be healed.” (Heb 12:13)
Scotland’s ancient well…
May 13th, 2009
For just a few fleeing moments, too few they were, I sat immersed in a dimension of the presence of the Lord my soul longed for, but never tasted of in this way.
Until now.
Amidst 80 or so others, I sat high on a Scottish Loch affectionately known as Loch Insh. I was in the highlands of Scotland. And here since the 6th century, worship to God had been uttered from mouths of a northern gentile people.
What God had revealed of himself in a little Irish town called Bangor in the 5th century, was now washing upon the shores of Scotland & soon Western barbaric Europe.
Infact the presence of God that was so longed for, yearned for & sought for with every part of the mind, soul & body, was rewarded; & for 400years a well was opened where ‘springs of living water flowed’ in unprecedented levels. It was from this ancient well, that I sat, arrested by the presence of God.
The atmosphere was so clear in this set apart place. The space between heaven & earth was wonderfully thin & so easily connected with. It was almost immediate. I did not struggle to breath as I had in other encounters with the presence of God, but instead quite the opposite! With such ease & lightness, I sucked in great ‘chunks’ of his presence…only sensing with my mind in that moment a very small portion of all I was experiencing.
In fact like a slow release time bomb, I have since become increasingly aware of so much more that was part of those fleeting moments that day at Loch Insh. I can only describe that what was imparted to my body, mind & spirit, has over these days since awoken within me emerging with such wonder.
I tasted that day, the gorgeous, life impacting inheritance left by a people who wanted for nothing else but the presence of God, & were rewarded. It was such a concentrated zone, but where concentrated often means intense & strong, this was clear, filling, light & wonderfully sweet.
What an inheritance to leave the generations that would follow after them!
The Bible describes the presence of God in two ways. There is the general, ever present, filling the earth presence of God. Romans 1:20 testifies that God’s presence “has been clearly perceived ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made.”
But God also chose to place his presence in a specific way & location. In the Old Testament it was the Tabernacle & Temple he chose as his dwelling place. In the New Testament he chose the human body of a believer. In both cases, He chose a specific place to dwell.
In Matthew 6:10 Jesus shows his disciples how to pray. He exorts them to pray, “Your Kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” What is in heaven? God, his kingdom, his will; says this verse. What makes up his kingdom? Hebrews 8: 2 declares, “There He (Jesus) ministers in the holy place, the true Tabernacle of worship that was built by the Lord and not by human hands.”
Part of what makes up God’s Kingdom is a “Tabernacle of worship”, a holy place built by the Lord where he dwells in praises of his people.
So when we pray as instructed by Jesus, “Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven”, we are praying also for a place on earth where the King of Glory may dwell.
Tabernacles, like his presence, are expressed in two ways, within us & within a geographical location. To reject this idea is perhaps agreeing with Replacement Theology, which suggests we replace everything concerning Israel with ourselves, including rejecting the Old Testament. Jesus did not come to do away with the Law but fulfill it. There is a difference between doing away with something & fulfilling it!
As I experienced the beauty of his holiness that day at Loch Insh, I continued my journey in knowing God & learning what it means for me & my body to become such a place where His beauty might rest & dwell.
The principles & lessons learnt in administering geographical spaces for over some 5 years now in many different countries of the world, have helped me appreciate & grow an understanding of what it means for the King of Glory to consider dwelling within me.
I have needed both ways of Tabernacle, so may I suggest is a growing world of seekers & lovers of Jesus! Perhaps then, we shall also, as many saints who have gone before us, leave a beautiful inheritance for our children & children’s children!
Moving Location…
May 1st, 2009
In a few weeks, it is Shavout (Feast of Weeks), known in the West as Pentecost. This was the time when in Acts 2, God chose to come & dwell in men.
God did something that day, He had never done before. He moved location.
Instead of chosing a tent (Tabernacle) or solid stone Temple to dwell in, He chose the body of mankind. This was His new Temple (1 Corinthians 6:19).
What a radical thing God did. Unprecedented. God moved in a new way & did a new thing! This was a stunning moment in time. This was a moment in time long prophesised & forecast.
In Biblical & Jewish tradition, the Priests were a chosen group of people who were seperated from the people, for the one purpose to draw near to God, to do the work of the Tabernacle & to then stand before the people to serve them (Numbers 16:9).
The Priests were made up of two groups, Priests & Levites. It was the role of the Levites to do the “service of the holy things, which they carried on their shoulders” (Numbers 7:9). This stunning moment in time at Shavout (Pentecost) was forecast here in the role of the Levites.
The holy things that were carried on their shoulders was the Ark of the Covenant. The Ark was the presence of the Lord to the people of Israel. When the people of Israel saw the Ark of the Covenant on the shoulders of the Levites, they were seeing the presence of God carried in man.
God was giving us a prophetic echo of what would come.
It is said of us by the disciple Peter, “You are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him..” (1 Peter 2:9)
The glory of God dwelling in man is a big deal to God.
When God pours himself into man, things happen. But always preceeding this, is a priesthood who will pay the price to seperate themselves from the stuff of men, draw near to God & to minister not only to people but to God.
It was for over 30 years day & night that the Priests offered sacrifices of praise in the Tabernacle of David before Solomon built the Temple.
It was for 7 weeks that the disciples of Jesus, met together day & night to worship God before God’s spirit came & dwelt in the new Temple, the bodies of men.
It was for 400 years that the celtic monks of Bangor Ireland, met together day & night to worship God, sporning a move of God in them, that saw Europe recieve Jesus for the first time.
And it was in 1906 for 15 years, in Azusa St, Los Angeles, people met together day & night to worship God, beginning a revival in the hearts of men that would birth the Pentecostal Missions movement.
Charles Perham and later William Seymour (leaders in this place) prophesied the return of the glory cloud coming in a greater outpouring 100 years after the revivial, 2006-2010. The saints of Azusa Street even declared that 2008 would be the year of preparation and 2009 the beginning of the outpouring.
And so here we are, but weeks away from Shavout. All over the world, God has been stirring his ‘priests’ day & night to worship Him.
Within us is the dwelling place of God. The Tabernacle is the womb of revival. We are that Tabernacle, that womb.
God always leaves His fingerprints, echoes. He is doing a new thing & it has been forecast just as it was in the Scriptures.
The presence of God is coming in a greater way. On whom will He rest & dwell on?
Where He rests & dwells, changes the world. History testifies to this!
The One thing
April 12th, 2009
“One thing I have desired of the Lord, that I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, And to enquire in His temple.” Psalm 27:4
The one thing.
In 2004, in the midst of some of the darkest days of my life, I found myself by the hand of God, living for 6 weeks in a Tabernacle in Tel Aviv, Israel. It was during this time, that I received a word that would define my life.
I was introduced for the first time in my life to the idea of ministering to the Lord. I was a missionary kid, so I knew all about ministering FOR the Lord, but to consider that we could minister TO the Lord, was to become a reality that would forever change my life & its course.
This has become the one thing I desire. My pursuit, to find out what it means to minister to the Lord & do it.
Part of ministering to the Lord is to behold His beauty. The word behold here means not only to gaze at, but also to prophesy. What we declare, effects what what we see.
The one thing I have desired is to know the way into His presence, into the inner courts especially without external assistence (ie music). This personal pursuit has determined everything about my life & it is this personal, individual God history that can never be shared or given away.
Others may taste of the fruit of our personal God history, but they can not share in it. This is an intensely personal thing, yet it is out of this that our lives are shaped & defined. To minister to Him, to love Him personally, not only corporately. And it is to this that we are all invited.
Ministering to Him, loving Him was the first & greatest commandment said Jesus. What an incredible, humbling thing to consider that we can minister to Him, the King of Kings!
As we do this, God is redefined & so are we! We become a transformed people from ministering to Him.
This is the one thing. Longing, yearning, wanting somehow to minister to Him.
Bigger revelation
April 6th, 2009
Greetings from London!
After 3 1/2 weeks in Germany, we’ve just arrived in the UK. Today we shared with the Chinese Church of London. We had a great time. Many made decisions to pursue the adventure of walking with Jesus.
As we were driven home, our host who works as a financial manager here in London was sharing of his experience over these last months since the global economic crisis hit. A very interesting discussion!
But with the conversation in full swing as we drove by Buckingham Palace & the glamour of Kensington, I grew increasingly uncomfortable. My mind, focus & spirit drawn more & more from an awareness of the presence of God to an awareness of the world & systems of men. My spirit began to cry out.
In this time of change, we don’t need any new heroes or new structures! We simply need a bigger revelation of the majesty, power, and compassion of Christ Jesus.
We can magnify the stuff of men. We can magnify ourselves. In fact we can magnify anything we want to. But where will that lead us?
Or we can magnify Jesus! And then we are in the realm of God & this is where the real action, the real adventure, the real life begins!
God is setting the scene for the miraculous in the western world on a scale we have not seen in some time. It is an invitation to a bigger revelation of Jesus Christ!